Tuesday, July 29, 2008

finally i m punctual to post this post at 12am
i can only say that what baby & i had come to so far.
is really very tough but the process is enjoyable (:
words cant describe the happiness tt i m havin now.
although baby is inside
but i know tt we gt this special telepathy
cause whenever i want to call him or tell him something
he will also do the same
like wad i always told him
whenever we miss each other jus look at the sky
cause we will be staring at it together
juz like having u beside me
i told myself tt i gt to get through this period
although it is the toughest time tt we gt to go through
bt i believe once we get through this together.
nothing will tear us apart.
i have already took the first step out
to become part of his family members.
i know i had succeed and i will do
likewise for my side too.
first and foremost
i really must thank TANGSOONTIAN
for being at my side during this period.
whenever i m not in the mood
i will tend to vent my anger on him.
nevertheless he let me be.
as long as i m happy
he doesnt mind even he is being misunderstood.
sometimes i said hurtful things to him
he drop tears but he holds no complain
he is willing to wait for me for many hrs even though he had nth to do
he does slient sacrifices for me which i always dunno.
he gives the best to me but enduring the suffering to himself.
always giving me little surprises tt warmed my heart
and although i have not done well.
in his eyes i m always the best.
i have asked myself.
wad sacrifices have i done for him so far
i can only wait for him
and help him do things tt he cannt do inside
u're my perfect lil man
you are all tt i asked for
i promise u my dear
i will love you with the rest of my life (:(:(:
i believe you will too.
HAPPY ❤9TH MONTHS SWEETHEART :D
i m so happy!
the thought of it always brighten up my dear
baby and i are goin to get photoshots of us in both casual and wedding gowns. :D
i m so excited~
hees
i juz love you sweetie
you always brighten my day :D:D:D

what we could have been, 12:00 AM.