Tuesday, October 31, 2006

hiihiiez..
mii came back post ler..
mii found a job at der inter-contenational hotel ler..
mii wrkin at der banquet der wor..
scary scary~...
bt it still fits iin tuh muhh two jobs timetable..
gonna be buzi tiis holidae..
wonder whether mum iish still bringin mii tuh japan fer homestay anot siince mii n her iish soo buzii..
hiiash..mum bluff mii der..sae maybe goin onli..

2morow mii goin tuh go fer der iinterviiew..
wiish mii luck..

GOODluck TUHmii wor..=)

darliin ii miss euu loads..
wad euu doin??
r u comfortable there..
iiREALII miss euu..
muhhTEARS had already dried
n ii dunno who ii can tok tuh expect euu..
soo mani problems n xiin shii juz wantin tuh telll euu..
bt ii can tell no1 nw expect euu..
could euu cum n share my problems wib mii..
iiREALLII wiish ii could c euu nw even it takes or even shorten muhh liife..
ii cant take iit animore..
LONLINESS..
iiAM nt use tuh der way without euu..
without ur naggin
n eur phone call tuh mii everidae n oso all ur message..
hw ii wiish euu would call mii riite nw..
darlin ii will waiit fer euu..
MUACKS..

what we could have been, 5:43 PM.

Saturday, October 28, 2006

hiiez guys..
mii update lo..
2da will be a veri buzi dae..
coz my cousiin gettin married ler..

n 2dae mii will siit der red table leh..
red one leh..
one life tiime once leh n when der tiime we get married lor..

2dae mii went tuh hellp muhh uncle fiirst then when tuh
my aunt hse tuh welcome der briide..
then after tad go back home tuh change n get ready fer
der niight banquet..=)

hehes xp..
fiinally holiiday ler =)
can slp latez latez wake up latez latez..
yay!!!

hahaz..my siis got exam..
nov then fiiniish..
aniwae wiish her luck..=)

nw der biide has came tuh der hse n tey r goin
tuh go through der ceromny nehh..
hehexs..
'miigoin tuh joiin iin der fun ler..
BUAIS..

what we could have been, 10:46 AM.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

hiiez..
sorriie soo long never post ler..(two daes ba le) haha..

ii sat got weddin diiner..
all thxs tuh muhh mum..she pei mii go down tuh bugiis n buy..
hehes..xp..lucky muhh hse iish 5 miins wallk away frm bugiis nia..
muhh mummy sponsor mii 5o bucks ..thxs alot..ii love you..

*sobsob..miiss darlin alots nehh.
wonder wad he iish doin nw??
suppose there iish nth tuh do bahx..
ya..n 2dae iish mr yap farewell dae..
wiish hiim all der best..=)

DARLIN NO MATTER WAD DEAR will waiit fer euu der..
misss euu..
mon goin out wib hui yu n jingwen..

darlin dear will always be besiide euu..
dun be afraid..
dear will keep der promiises tad ii make tuh euu..
smuacckiies..
lubb euu..

what we could have been, 8:38 PM.

Monday, October 23, 2006

ps yst too tired liiao so never upload der photo..here ish der picture ------+

2dae veri siianz..first period miss kaur din c us bring anitink so she ask us tuh stand..-_-lll..diaoxs..then we were lyk standin 1 period doin NOTHING..reali nothing at all..expect fer some movin here n whisperin..

takin report bk on wed..
scared seh..
2dae we oso have der tok..
hiiash..dunno wad tuh choose..
gonna discuss wib muhh mum c wad she sae..
buzi buzi buzi...

TO:DARLIN..
darlin hw iish life iinside..
tiink iish nt verii gd bahx
as we watch life in there 2dae..
it was nt veri pleasant..
no pirvacy..
no FREEDOM
no hp no NOTHING
nothing at all..
ii wonder hw r euu goin tuh take iit..
guess euu will be bored iinsiide
ii wiish tad iiicould go iin wib euu bt
ii guess tad iish nort possible isnt it..
ii miss euu laods..
everidae when ii tiink of euu it will make mii cry..
eyes r tiired n swollen..
wiish tad there would be SOMEBODY there who can understand miii n let
mii cry on..
ii helpless..
driftin further n further awayy.
ii dunno hw tuh survive der daes without euu..
y u din blame mii..
instead euu still comfort mii..
y??..do euu noe tad ii will feel veri bad..
euu said tad euu love mii no matter wad happens n u would protect mii..
nw ii m scared where r u??
der TEARS euu drop fer mii..i m touched..
ii noe tad u miss mii alot too.
dun euu cry iinside dere hao ma??
euu have tuh bee STRONG>.
we have gone through mani tiinks whiich other ppl have nt maybe
nt even der adults..
ii noe tad eeur love fer mii iish real coz euu have proven iit tuh mii..
soo stay strong muhh dear boii..
ii will be rite here when euu niid mii..
waitin fer der dae of euur release..
MUACKS...
IILOVEYOU
II REALIMISSEUU..
II cANTliveWITHOUTeuu..

what we could have been, 6:35 PM.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

2dae mii went tuh der PETS SHOW..
its was soo fun.
coz there was so mani dogs of different breeds.
there were veri huge ones too.=)

something veri unusual happen 2dae..
coz some passers-by was takin pictures of one of my chihuahua called xuan yi..
he was onli 8 mths so he was quite a small size..
n he wore a blue kimono 2day which makes him look soo cute..
goin tuh upload der photo later.
okkays..
continue muhh story.
then one of my another dog which is a siberian husky
went forward tuh protect xuan yi which is quite werid.
coz der both of them will fight whenever tey saw each other.
bt he seems quite protective over hiim 2dae..

aniwae ii bought alot of tinks fer them 2dae which cost more than a hundred
coz have tuh buy their food
new bed
new clothes
new collar
treats
leash
accerries
photos
and lots of new tiinks.
thanxs tuh muhh mum she shared with mii a hundred dollar...=)

hiiash..
darlin hw r euu iinsiide..
mii miss euu alot
muhh dogs too.
muz cum out fast okkays.
ii will go vist euu der..
ii have soo mani tiinks wan tell euu..
miss euu soo much..

HOPE TAD EUU CAN CUM OUT SOON..
II MISS EUU LOADS..
II LOVE YOU..
MUACKS.
ii will keep euur promiise n ii will be waitin fer euu..
ii reali miss euu..

ii will upload der photos later..

what we could have been, 8:29 PM.

Saturday, October 21, 2006

darlin 2dat ish euur second hearin ler..
ii cannt contact euu..
bt ii hope u can secrectly contact mii bt ii guess euu could nt..
bt if u got a chance tuh c tis post u contact mii through my v3 okiie?

hiiash ..hope tad euu will be alrite ..
2dae iish ur final hearin le..
u go iin hw long depends on 2dae..
u told mii tad u will be iin bout 2 n a half years or more bt ii tiink
hopefully it will be less than tad..=)

wonder hw iish ur life inside..
ii noe tad euu dun like dirty place der..
bt ii tink inside will nt be as clean as we thought so
bear wib it k?

darlin dear promiise euu der tinks ii will do der..
so dun worried..
n i will update der tinks often..
juz tuh tell euu tad my two doggies r okiie ii guess tey oso miss
euu bah..
u noe tad dae u go fer court hearin
de big one din eat anitink fer der whole dae leh..
tiis ish der first time he behave lyk tad wor..
ii guess he noes wad im sayin..

euu have tuh TC worr..
EVERYBODY MISSES EUU..EUU GOT TUH BE STRONG..
muacks..
iiMISSeuu..

what we could have been, 9:09 AM.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

darlin euu have gone 'in' 2day..
euur last word tuh mii ish nt tuh cry n take care..
bt ii dun nid all tis word wad ii wan ish u tell mii tad u will never left mii..
i'm scared tuh be left here..
u told mii tad wherever ii go u would not be too far so tad u could c mii at a distance tuh protect mii..
bt nw tad u had gone soo far .so far till ii cant c u n u cant c mii too..

y have u gone soo far..
ii reali wan euu tuh cum back..
sometiimes u reali nag at mii too much..
"ask mii tuh bathe earli..eat tis eat tad"
bt nw ii m already use tuh it n it feels so werid if there is no naggin..
so ii have tuh constanly remind myself tad all de tiinks tad u sae ii muz do..

moii almost everytiink ish u help mii do der..
troubles u solve fer mii..
when i m hungry no matter wad time u will buy fer mi whether it is in the night or earli mornin..
u sacrifice ALL your pay fer mii just to buy mii de tink tad ii wan
u wont 4get any important occasion..(ish mii who will 4get)
u noe wad ii like tuh eat best..(ii misssed ur tiramisu)
in any case ii noe tad wad iii wan u will do it fer mii u will giive mii de best fer everthing tad u giive..

when we r at sentosa..
u said tad tis is ur first time u cum wib ur stead.
ii felt happi as ii can realise ur dreams..
all de tiinks tad u told mii tad day ii will nt 4get n ii promiise u ii will do it..
u r scared tad ii will nt wait fer u bt ii tell u ii will..
ii remembver tad time when u piggy-backed mii across der brigde coz is hot..
although u r tired bt u still tiink of mii first..no matter hw tired u r whether after ur work at 11pm u will still cum from sembawang to bugis to pass mii tiinks..
after ii tiink of der tiinks tad u had done fer mii r tiinks tad nt everi stead could do..
u have nt tiink 4 urself bt u tiink fer mi first..
u said tad ii will feel lonely soo u giive mii der tortoise 2 accompany mii..
bt wad ii wan ish u nt the toy..
the toy cant replace der real u..
u muz remember the times we were at sentosa..
u told mii u will happi n ii noe u wont 4get too...=D
iiloveyou..

what we could have been, 4:57 AM.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

hihi..
2day went shopp shopp..=)

mii 2day spent alot of $..
hiiash..
no $ tuh spent ler..
mii bought a crown belt(limited edition wor..)
a riing tad cums wif iit.
eariing..
blouse..
bottom..
hairband..
accererriies
bag..
shoe..
n ii bought a t-sshirt tad ish $69.90 fer darlin..
hehex..
sho happi 2day wor..

niitez..
mii goin slp le..
BUAIS..=_)

what we could have been, 11:18 PM.

hiiez..
fiinaly exam over ler..

hiiash..nw have tuh get RESUlts ler..
GAN chiong..mii n limmin have predicated tad we will at least fail two subjects der..

mii n hui yu finally back ler..
YOU QING WAN SUI!!
frenxs r still important iin life..
so do cheriish iit..=)

darlin mon go get result le..
hiiash.. ".
dunno whether will it be der wan tad we have expected de wor..
..SCAred..sobs..

mii goin out tuh mit hiim ler..
BUAis..

what we could have been, 9:25 AM.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

hehes xp..
2morow last paper le wor..
bt 2day der two paper veri difficu;t..
hiiash..fail le lahz..

der maths paper ii totally dunnoe hw tuh do..
ii onli noe der factorisation question..
darlin told mii tad he dun even understand wad der question ish sayin worr..
soo worried fer hiim.. hope tad he wiil pass worr..

hiiash..soo worried fer der physics paper 2morow..
mr lee lor..hiiash dunno wad he iish teachin oso..
then his attitudde iish lyk **** ..

hiiash aniway wiish mii luck fer my exams..
beesst of luck wor..
***jiia you wor..=)

what we could have been, 6:12 PM.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

hiiez..mii finally gort tiime tuh post ler..
eveidae studi studi..
darlin cut haiir wor..
looks abit funny bt at least iish presentable..=)

saw hiim at general offiice 2day..
coz he waiitin fer teacher tuh collect hiis paper..
guess wad he told mii 2day..
"iif ii study fer der paper iii will surely pass der..
ii was there lyk er....
n ii ask hiim do u tiink u will even study..
ii write notes n photocopy them fer euu ler..
wad euu niid tuh do iish juz tuh read onli ma..
iif gort anitiink then ask mii lo..
hiiash..dun even tiink he had touch der notes..

muu 2dae briing muhh doggie go bath worr.
tey were lyk nt scared of der water..
haha darlin everitiime cum muhh hse then moii dog will do der diggin exercise which darlin
called der..

hiiash..dunno whether he slp le ma?
2day went tuh mit hiim oso..
he told mi lots of "meaininfull" tiinks..
tiink tad he had matured alot le..=)

mii gotta oink onik liiao..
BUAIS
wiish mii luck too..

what we could have been, 10:36 PM.

Monday, October 09, 2006

hahas..
mii finally bought a hp ler..
"V3"
although nt veri gd butt iis alritte..
toopiid mR PEk already confiscate 6 hp ler..
tiis tiime will beecareful der..

tis type iish DARlin use ALL his 1mth plus pay pay der..
all becoz of mii since he started work until nw he havent save a siingle cent..
ii tiink ii will nt have animore wiish ler..
hahas..

darlin nw wrkin soo cannt diisturb hiim later he will scold der wor..
hiiash..mii lyk soo long neber use hp ler then hand veri veri "itchy"
keep on sms-ing non-stop..
moii bill is darlin pay de wor..
iif ii overuse he confriim goin scold miii der..

n 2dae is our 8th MOnTH le..=)
darlin ii lubb euu loads ..
hope euu can pei mii through all tiimes n be
wiib mii 4ever..
smuackiies..
der tiink euu have told mii reali touches mii *lots
HAPPY 8 mth mOii DARlin..

ya..n 1 more tiink..2day limmin blog havin war..
dunno who is tad un-name person who went tuh disturb limmim..
haha..tiis person ended up being scolded by lots of ppl ..
tiink tad iish nt worth iit..

nitez..l
mii goin revise le wiish mii BEsst of LUCK
fer moii chemistry n Dnt..
BUais..

what we could have been, 9:06 PM.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

opps ..sooriie ..mii 4got tuh upload de photos...tiis iish de one..

what we could have been, 1:33 AM.

hiez~

muhh internet fiinally conneect baack le..
hiiash all becoz of mummiie neber go pay der biills..=,=

butt neber miind at least nw can use ler..
2dat quite boring at skool bahz..
slp slp slp..hehes..

then durind art period mii, min n qi went ZILIIAN..
dots..takes loads oof photos ussing celesta hp..
thxs gal..ii liike one of them..later ii will upload at the bottom de worr..xp

after ii reach hm..called dar..we tok until bout 11pm n we stiil thought tad iish 7pm onli..
wahahahas..toopiid dar dar went out soo earli tuh buuy medicine fer mii..hiiash..
tiis few days i m coughin lyk siiao..hiiash soo siick..n toopid examination iish oso
cumiing..

hope fer der lesson 2morow ends earli coz goin tuh miit dar 2morow..
*YAWNS*xD
^nitez*
mii go onik onik ler..
muacks..
BUAIS~*

what we could have been, 1:21 AM.